愛してね Ashitene - Gummy Lyrics
長いを手紙を書きます 言葉には出来ないから
nagai o tegami o kaki masu kotoba niwa dekina ikara
今 気付いたの ねぇ 君と生きてゆきたい
ima kitsui tano nee kimi to iki teyukitai
愛してね 私だけ 愛してね いつも いつも
aishitene watashi dake aishitene itsumo itsumo
終わりにして友達は
owari nishite tomodachi wa
ふざけていないで 見つめてね to me
fuzaketeinaide mitsu metene to me
だけど手紙は出せなくて ガラスの心 悔やんでいた
dakedo tegami wa dase nakute garasu no kokoro kuyandeita
今 届けたい もう 何も迷わないから falling love
ima todoke tai mou nanimo mayowa naikara falling love
愛してね 私だけ 抱きしめて きつく 強く
aishitene watashi dake daki shimete kitsuku tsuyoku
夢の中でくり返す
yume no naka dekuri kaesu
瞼を閉じたら キスをしてね
mabuta wo toji tara kisu woshitene
私の事を知りたくて 誰かに聞いてるって
watashi no koto wo shiri takute dareka ni kii terutte
最後のチャンスなのね
saigo no chansu nanone
愛してね 私だけ 愛してね 君が好きよ
aishitene watashi dake aishitene kimi ga suki yo
涙こぼすこの気持ち
namida kobosu kono kimochi
ふざけていないで 見つめていて
fuzaketeinaide mitsu meteite
愛してね 私だけ 愛してね いつも いつも
aishitene watashi dake aishitene itsumo itsumo
終わりにして友達は
owari nishite tomodachi wa
手紙を閉じたら キスをしてね
tegami wo toji tara kisu woshitene
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Saber Lily Cosplay W.I.P. Part 1
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
So right around the holidays, I decided to dig myself a grave. For the pure sake of impressing a certain group of people, I attempt to start on a cosplay outfit that was out of my league; I chose Saber Lily, an alternate version of Fate/Stay Night's Saber. She's an amazing pretty and cool character, with all her armor and regal dress. I was sure that I would massacre it from the start but whatever I stuck to it. Just mapping out the different part of of her outfit from was madness; there is so many small details and layers that looked simple but in reality is a pain in the ass. I had to pull up references from all sorts of places, drawings, artworks, figurines, etc., to get a 3D visual of how I would construct it. Then I realized, I'm short on money for the armor materials and I have no means of making a sword in my condition without proper tools. I am screwed. What should I do? I still haven't figured it out. Alright, I'll stop my ranting and give you guys some updates on the progress so far. Keep in mind that accuracy isn't something easy to do in some cases and I did my best to replicate them.
Here are the black pumps I bought during Black Friday that will work with the casual/no-armor version of Saber's outfit. They are simple and quite comfortable compared to the many heels I've worn in the past. I have flat feet so I guess that makes it's a little harder for me to find shoes also. These are 5.5US size. I'm normally a 6-6.5US shoe size with boots and other shoes. I don't know; don't ask my why it's like that. >__>
Next up is the white skirt that goes under petal top. I particularly liked how it turned out. Consumed a lot of fabric for this one as it needed the area for poof; when I finish the petticoat I'll show you them together to see how it keeps the volume. I think if you click it will zoom in for a better look. Cut out a circle skirt and then split them into two pieces 1/4 & 3/4. One piece I pleated and the other I put on ruffles. Then I resew the two into one again. The last picture is the complete version of it.
Part 2 will be updated as soon as I get the next items done. I don't really have time to make a step by step detailed tutorial right now but if you leave comments, I will try to do some diagrams or something for anyone who needs it. Read more!
Here are the black pumps I bought during Black Friday that will work with the casual/no-armor version of Saber's outfit. They are simple and quite comfortable compared to the many heels I've worn in the past. I have flat feet so I guess that makes it's a little harder for me to find shoes also. These are 5.5US size. I'm normally a 6-6.5US shoe size with boots and other shoes. I don't know; don't ask my why it's like that. >__>
Next up is the white skirt that goes under petal top. I particularly liked how it turned out. Consumed a lot of fabric for this one as it needed the area for poof; when I finish the petticoat I'll show you them together to see how it keeps the volume. I think if you click it will zoom in for a better look. Cut out a circle skirt and then split them into two pieces 1/4 & 3/4. One piece I pleated and the other I put on ruffles. Then I resew the two into one again. The last picture is the complete version of it.
Part 2 will be updated as soon as I get the next items done. I don't really have time to make a step by step detailed tutorial right now but if you leave comments, I will try to do some diagrams or something for anyone who needs it. Read more!
Clean Bathroom
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
It was about time I did an all out cleaning of my bathroom. Here's a peek; boring and plain not very special.
WET n WILD Megalast Marble Nails
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
So my mom got me some new nail polish. I decided to test it out. They're from WET n WILD Mega
last set and glitters. What do you guys think?
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last set and glitters. What do you guys think?
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Today's Lunch
Friday, August 5, 2011
Today I made speghetti for lunch with salad and orange juice. yummy. Here have some too! <3
Temporarily dropping out of College?....maybe
Sunday, May 22, 2011
I'm going to go a bit extreme about this rant so don't take things too overboard. I need to get this off my shoulder and out of my head before I go crazy. Don't get your panties in a knot okay.
I am really thinking about the possibility of dropping out of college for a while again. I serious have issues and it's getting in the way of me having a normal healthy lifestyle and getting anything done. My family is in a state of crisis where all they care about is money. Sure I haven't finish college and yes I know I'm behind, but I can't handle everything all at once. They want to me hurry up and get my degree and make tons of money for them and be the trophy child and breadwinner. For fucking sakes I can barely keep a job right now. I up to the point where I have to choose. Cramming school up over my head like a zombie and take all the upper division courses in 1-2 semesters (yes all 10 classes that I have not taken or dropped at one point) OR quit school my senior year for 1-2 years (gets a full time job if there's still any left in this depressing economy save up and move the hell out of this area) then go back to college when I am more stable in mind and body.
Right now I'm sure there's gonna be a lot of people telling me I'm stupid and that there's a better way to deal with this. Easier said than done. Wanna walk in my shoes? NO? The STFU.
For my friends who follow up on me, I don't know what I should do anymore. School isn't easy I really can't handle this shit anymore. I had a mental breakdown again after fighitng with my Mother about how we're going poor and sending me to school isn't helping paying the bills.
Someone please kindly shoot me so I can go to Heaven early. Read more!
I am really thinking about the possibility of dropping out of college for a while again. I serious have issues and it's getting in the way of me having a normal healthy lifestyle and getting anything done. My family is in a state of crisis where all they care about is money. Sure I haven't finish college and yes I know I'm behind, but I can't handle everything all at once. They want to me hurry up and get my degree and make tons of money for them and be the trophy child and breadwinner. For fucking sakes I can barely keep a job right now. I up to the point where I have to choose. Cramming school up over my head like a zombie and take all the upper division courses in 1-2 semesters (yes all 10 classes that I have not taken or dropped at one point) OR quit school my senior year for 1-2 years (gets a full time job if there's still any left in this depressing economy save up and move the hell out of this area) then go back to college when I am more stable in mind and body.
Right now I'm sure there's gonna be a lot of people telling me I'm stupid and that there's a better way to deal with this. Easier said than done. Wanna walk in my shoes? NO? The STFU.
For my friends who follow up on me, I don't know what I should do anymore. School isn't easy I really can't handle this shit anymore. I had a mental breakdown again after fighitng with my Mother about how we're going poor and sending me to school isn't helping paying the bills.
Someone please kindly shoot me so I can go to Heaven early. Read more!
The Hurt is Worse than the Pain
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Why did I choose to label the title as such? Because there are many levels of suffering that only the individual can comprehend. There are physical types and emotional/mental types. Both are equally as terrible as the other depending on the person. For me emotional torture is worse than the physical pain that I must endure in my life. "Sticks and stones may break my bone, but words really hurt me". The things that are said to me tear my soul apart and send me into this endless darkness which I tried to from all the time. It disappoints me that these words come from the very people who should be my top supporters. I feel like I'm at my ends again relapsing into a world of fake utopia. Pretending to be perfect to please them; it makes me sick to my stomach. The emotional whiplash is painful enough for me to block out any feelings in general and it feels as if I'm dead. In order not forget that self inflicted pain is my pleasure. I hate myself because I can not stop myself. I wish I could die without any attachment to this world.
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